The most difficult thing to ever handle would be the truth. Yes, the truth always hurts. Thats why people say in life, do not expect too much, cause it can either turn out to be a dream come true, or a nightmare. Cause when things don't turn out the way we want it to be, the one who falls the hardest would be ourselves. But then again, its how we tackle the situation. Cause the moment you choose to rise, thats the biggest courage, the biggest step one can ever make. Your actions shape your future. 

However, doesn't seem as easy as it sounds. This time I really lost the battle. Ive searched myself, searched everywhere, but the courage doesnt seem to come. I don't wanna be a coward, I don't wanna be labeled a loser. But if this is what that makes people happy, guess Im all willing to live up to dead. At least, seeing someone smile, will make me smile to. InsyaAllah