I cant help but to cry seeing myself being like this. Everyday when I browse through your photos, I just wished a miracle would happen. I just wished I wouldnt have decided on what I ever did. Though we had our disputes, I cant seem to run away from the thoughts of you even in the midst of doing something. It feels different. I just hope your reading this. And if you do, and you know who you are, I bet the first thing youre gonna do is to laugh at me. He didnt do anything wrong, but its just that I miss you. I miss the feeling arround you.