Yana, Yana, Yana.

You can do this, you can go through whatever obstacles He has planned for you. You are a strong lady, you can overcome this. Its not your luck. Time will tell baby. Don't feel to sad. Everything will be over. Your nightmares will go away. You just have to continue to stay strong. For whatever that happens, it makes you stronger!

My oh my. I cant deal with this any longer. I cant lie to myself any longer. Abg, I know if you were here with me, you'll be the first to comfort me. You'll be the first to tell me that everythings gonna be alright and that no matter what happens, you'll always be there to catch me when I fall. I miss you way too much abg. Time please fly, really please.

I just feel stupid, and liveless, & I just wanna run to my mummy right now & get a big fat hug!